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  • Here's a few quotes I found while browsing random people's sites.  I thought they were rather good.


    "I am a nobody simply trying to exalt a Somebody." ~Jim Elliot


    "A man cannot speak without revealing himself. With his will, or against it, he draws his portrait in the eye of others by every word." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson


    "In the end, all that I do, all that I say, all that I am and ever will be, I want to be for the One Who has brought me thus far, delighting in the fact that when I was blind He showed me light, when I was deaf He whispered His love, when I was crippled He carried me away to a place of comfort and rest, on these things do I delight, for delight in man earns pain, but delight in the One earns life." ~Walter Preston

  • White Stuff on the Ground

    I love snow, and I love being snowed in, and I love missing school because of snow, but there's just one problem right now.  I have two essays that I need to turn in, but one of the requirements for turning them in is that they must first have a peer edit by either the writing lab or by someone who has taken, or is currently is taking, English 101.  I already had two appointments in the writing lab last night, but they were canceled because the writing lab closed due to the snow.  Arrhhh.  I should've had someone read them over during my 10:30 break.  Oh well.  Anyway, now I have to figure out what to do with them.  Normally this wouldn't be a problem, but for these essays, I need to get a peer edit soon so that I have enough time to make any suggested changes and turn them in.  And, I have to get them turned in soon enough that Ms. Davis has enough time to correct and grade them, and then hand them back to me while there's still time for me to make her suggested changes and turn them back in again!  Oy.


    Well at least it was mucho fun driving home from school at 10:00 PM last night!    I love our Suburu Legacy and its AWD.  I've never encountered any snow or ice that's been able to stop that car.  Even when all the other cars around me or my parents are slipping and sliding, that car has always been able to hold its footing.


    Have a fun-filled day, and I hope all of you have at least one person throw a snowball at you! 

  • HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!

  • For those of you interested, Dad is doing a sermon for the college group at our church tomorrow on the bankruptcy of moral and ethical relativism.  It should be quite good, and it will most likely be very helpful for many of you in classes with professors who hold to this view.  Hope to see you there.

  • I can't believe I'm going to be 20 tomorrow. 

  • Nineteen going on Twenty

    Wow... only a few more days to enjoy being a teenager, three to be exact.  I can't possibly be turning 20 already, can I?  It just doesn't seem possible.  I'd really rather not -- I have to many good memories from my teen years... Legacy, jr. high, homeschooling K through 12, highschool, my first year of BCC, and all the time spent with friends...  I don't know, but turning twenty sort of seems like the shutting of a door.  Those times are done and permanently sealed now.  They can't be added to any more.  Yes, I can still do all those things -- be with friends, visit Legacy, etc., but it seems like it'll now be in another part of my life, disconnected from the parts before.


    But then again, Life must go on, and as one door shuts, there's always another door to be opened.  And although it seems like quite a huge step now, probably, once that day actually comes and goes, it'll most likely feel just like it always has before, with no significant change, and then all those feelings above will just disappear.  But for right now, it just seems weird to think about: I turning 20.  Two Decades.  Wow.


    "The things which matter most must not be at the mercy of the things which matter least."


    "Real friends are those who, when you've made a fool of yourself, don't think you've done a permanent job."


    "We are not called to live up to others' responsibilities, but to our own."


    "If we fill our hours with regrets of yesterday and with worries of tomorrow, we have no today in which to be thankful."


    "The man who follows the crowd will never be followed by a crowd."


    "Love and respect do not automatically accompany a position of leadership.  They must be earned."


    Lord, when I am wrong, make me willing to change; when I am right, make me easy to live with.  So strengthen me so that the power of my example will far exceed the authority of my rank.


    So now it's time to move on with life.


     


    Let's roll.


     

  • .:Legacy Revisited and an Update on Ashley:.

    One thing I love about BCC is that it starts a week later than Legacy does.  So yesterday I was finally able to go back for a visit and see old friends and teachers again.  I arrived around 10:00 with a pot of flowers and a card for Mrs. Holsten (who's battling ovarian cancer) and found Rachel, who also had some very pretty flowers for her as well.  To see Mrs. Holsten's reaction when she saw the gifts waiting for her made the entire trip worth the time.    After that, I spent most of my time just visiting with old friends while also having everyone sign a get well card for Ashley (which I later realized that I forgot to sign myself.  lol.  Rather ironic, isn't it?  ).


    Later in afternoon, after most of my friends had left, I called Ashley to check up on her.  It was quite a relief to hear the peppiness back in her voice again  -- something that was sorely missed when I saw her in the hospital.   Anyways, after a short visit, I got directions to her house and then left Legacy to go see her.


    After being greeted by Morgan at the door, and by Mrs. Porter who was in the middle shaving and bathing their two toy poodles, I found Ashley laid out on the sofa under a heap of blankets.  In front her was a plate with some apple slices on it and a bowl of grapes, among other things, bringing to mind the idea of a Egyptian princess.  All she needed was a slave fanning her with a palm branch to complete the picture!  As for her recovery, she is doing very well, but still has a very long way to go.  She can now sit up or stand for up to a half hour or so now without passing out, up from only 5 minutes a couple of days ago.  So that's a praise.  As for the paralysis, it is now gone visually (as in you can't see it affecting her face anymore), but it's still hanging on to her inside just a little bit, making it somewhat difficult for her to swallow anything but soft food.  However, her spirits are much higher now.  She has had some visitors, which has really encouraged her, and her upbeat personality has returned too.    I know she would love it if you guys called, sent cards, or visited her.  Please continue to pray for her though -- she still has a long road ahead of her.

  • .:Update on Ashley Porter:.

    Here is the latest e-mail update that I have received from Mrs. Porter.  Thank goodness Ashley has recovered enough to be able to come home!  Keep praying for her though, as she is still far from being completely at of the woods.


    On a different note, to those of you who are planning on visiting Legacy for the first week tomorrow, I'm looking forward to seeing you all there.


    To Ashley's friends and prayer warriors,

     

    First let me begin by thanking all of you who have taken the time to pray for Ashley and our family.  There is no question that your prayers have helped us tremendously in the last few days.

     

    I wanted to give all of you an update and to fill you in with what happened as I know that it always clarify your questions.  But before I do that let me reassure you that Ashley is doing much better in regards to the possible life threatening symptoms that the doctors were most concerned about.  She still has several problems that are being watched carefully and will hopefully resolve quickly.  She has extensive joint pain/swelling, muscle pain, severe headache, back pain (probably from the 2 spinal taps she had done) and weakness that prevents her from standing for more than 5 minutes without passing out.  In general she feels crummy!!  At this point the doctors feel she is not completely out of the woods in terms of a relapse neurologically which would cause the paralysis to come back but we are hopeful that she will be fine in regards to this.  They are also preparing her for the "reality" that because she was hit so hard by what at this point is a mysterious disease (see below) it may take her a very long time to regain her strength and that the joint problem may become a somewhat chronic problem-again we pray that she has a COMPLETE and total recovery and that this occurs QUICKLY.

     

    So for those who are interested here is a summary of what happened:

     

    3 weeks ago Ashley woke up with a small bump below her knee which was very itchy.  By afternoon it was very red and swollen, about the size of a 1/2 dollar.  Over the next day swelling developed in her knee and calf of that same leg.  We went to the doctor who diagnosed Staph cellulitis.  This seemed reasonable as she had also started developing small pimple type lesions on the same leg.  An antibiotic was prescribed and we figured that was the end of that.  NO SUCH LUCK!  The next day she had more pain in the joints of that leg with numbness in her foot and more pustules on her leg.  Off to Evergreen's emergency room we went.  They felt we had not given the antibiotic enough time and since she didn't have a fever they were not concerned.  Again, it seemed fairly reasonable to just wait.  Over the next few days the pustules healed with occasional appearance of new ones but not that bad.  The biggest problem was worsening joint pain but still no fever.  Then last Wednesday morning Ashley woke up with the right side of her face paralyzed.  As I am sure you can imagine that is when things really got exciting.  After a very quick stop at the doctor's office they sent her to Children's Hospital in Seattle.  After extensive testing in the emergency room to make sure she was stable enough she was admitted to the hospital.  She had lots of blood work, a CT scan, MRI, 2 spinal taps (she was not allowed to have sedation or pain relief for this because they were concerned it would further compromise her respiratory status-NO FUN!!) etc. done to help try to figure out what was going on.  Most concerning was the paralysis which was spreading into her throat; making it difficult to swallow and especially the involvement of the nerve to her diaphragm, making it more difficult to breath.  It was this traveling paralysis that necessitated to a visit from the ICU doctor to visit with Ashley, David and myself to prepare us for the possible need to put her on a respirator that night if things didn't stabilize.  PRAISE God that medical intervention was never necessary.  I can tell you that that was not a fun conversation but amazingly we all remained calm-something I can only attribute to God's presence and the peace he gave all of us. 

     

    22 doctors a day visited Ashley trying to analyze her symptoms and make sense of it all, especially since every stat tested ordered came back negative or normal.  Although that was good it didn't help with figuring out what was going on.  Many lab tests were ordered and sent to labs across the country.  Most of these results have not come in but will hopefully be back by next week.  In the meantime they decided that although not classic for Lyme Disease, many of her symptoms matched most closely with this disease, in its most serious form.  Because this test was sent to the Mayo Clinic (the best lab in the country for detection of this bacteria) they began the antibiotic treatment protocol for Lyme rather than wait for the result.

     

    After much prayer Ashley began to turn around Saturday morning with the regained movement in her face and throat and most importantly, improved breathing .  She did develop a very painful, itchy rash over most of her joints and the muscles which were most effected (which they believe may be from the toxins the bacteria of Lyme disease can release when they start dying-creepy!).  This added to some of her misery but was a good sign in some ways.  By Sunday afternoon the doctors decided that since I am a nurse and felt comfortable with how to evaluate her for worsening symptoms, that she could go home.  It was a very miserable ride for her because of her pain, headache and nausea but it was nice for her to get home and into her own bed! 

     

    At this point she will continue to be followed closely by her regular doctor and the infectious team at Children's.  Today we have an appointment so I can give any updates if it seems relevant.  We are hopeful that the Lyme result will be available today as it still seems like a diagnosis that is a little far fetched.  Lyme is spread through a tick bite, which she never saw a tick on her.  Lyme is not present in the Seattle area but has been reported in northern Idaho.  Since we were at Lake Coeur d Alene twice this summer this peaked everyone's interest that this could be where she got bit.  I guess it is possible but again we never have seen ticks at the place we stay and most of the activity is in the water, not the woods.  I guess we will see.

     

    For continued prayer:  Please pray for the joint and muscle pain to resolve and that there would be no long term complications that would arise from this illness.  Also pray for Ashley in regards to her feelings of sadness and frustration over feeling so crummy for the past 3 weeks with some things no better than they were 2 1/2 weeks ago.  Pray for a definitive diagnosis to be made so that we can be reassured that the proper illness is being treated and to help with an accurate view on future medical issues that might come up.

     

    You have our permission to pass along this email to any friends of Ashley's who you think would want to be kept in the "loop".  Also, it would help if you share this email with your parents as well as I know many of these addresses are not the parents and us moms like to know what is going on.

     

    Again thank you for your concern and your love and support of our family. 

     

    Carol Porter

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